April 16, 2019

I am so excited to share with you all the birth video of our twin boys Major and Wilder. From the moment I found out I was pregnant I knew I needed to find someone to help me bring them into the world in the comfort and safety of our home. I spent the next 37 weeks car...

Photo By Nicole Lahey

Pop. “Shit my water just broke,” was the first thought in my mind.  The second was “I’m not in the mood for this right now, I’m tired.”  I then turned to my sleeping husband and said, “my water just broke” “ok” he replied, and went back to sleep....

April 18, 2018

I am struggling with the beginning of this piece because I don’t actually know where to start.  I have been thinking so much about what I do, how I do it, why I book up, what I provide, and how to be better.  I am usually triggered by something I read that gets my brai...

March 10, 2018

The sun came around one full circle since you were born. I remember that day very clearly and one thing I remember is wondering how life would go on.  I remember each passing minute of that day felt like eternity.  Like as if time would never speed up, the world would...

August 16, 2017

As most of you know I lost a baby back in early March.  For two weeks after I barely ate, I was dehydrated, sick, and in a state of psychosis.  I literally couldn't remember anything except that I was walking around feeling like I was high.  I needed to do something so...

August 6, 2017

I woke up this morning
And I heard the news
I know the pain of a heartbreak
I don't have answers
And neither do you
I know the pain of a heartbreak

This isn't easy
This isn't clear
And you don't need Jesus til' you're here
Then confusion and the doubts you had
Up and wa...

July 24, 2017

It was supposed to be this....

But instead it's this....

July 24th 2017 was my due date. But I know he would have been born today, actually right about now. As I was putting the kids to bed I had insane cramping, but my period wasn't supposed to be here for another three...

July 3, 2017

Tonight is the eve of my "Doulaversary." I am filled with so many emotions right now and I hope I am able to convey them coherently to you.  I write this as my phone sits next to me on loud as I await the call of a client due tomorrow July 3rd. 

Last year I de...

April 7, 2017

So my mom has always complained that it takes her a good while to get the kids unbuckled in their car seats.  I knew it wasn't the car seat that was the problem, well um it was my mom (sorry mom). She has these wolverine like nails; okay maybe not wolverine but pretty...

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